“Paul: Grace, Grit, and Growth”  Galatians 1:13-22; II Cor. 4:7-9  9/28/08
                One of the greatest preachers of all time, Chrysostom, said reading Paul’s letters was like listening to a spiritual trumpet and roused him as nothing else could.  He went on to say that he was “grieved and in pain” that more people didn’t know Paul better.  Paul has written about one third of the New Testament and traditionally is attributed the author of 14 books (though some scholars dispute Paul’s authorship) and founded 20-30 churches.  The Roman Catholics have declared this the year of Paul’s 2000th birthday.  There have been a number of books coming out in the last couple of years about Paul in recognition of his 2000th birthday- including books by Beth Moore, Chuck Swindoll, feminist theologians, Roman Catholic theologians, and many films have been made pointing to this 2nd millennium of the Apostle Paul .  Paul without doubt is the greatest Christian missionary of all time.  He was one of the first commissioned missionaries that brought the gospel outside Palestine to the northern Mediterranean, to Asia Minor, and to Europe. By most accounts he was the greatest Christian theologian after Christ himself. 
                I say all this to point out that on an intellectual level he deserves our attention today.  But even more importantly, on an emotional level we need to look at Paul today.  I believe that what he had we need today.  We can learn from him.  He was a man that many would have considered stuck in sin, but he found a way out.  He points us to that way.  There are many who say today that there is no way out of our predicament- but Paul is an example that you can’t count out God’s grace.  He was a man who was put down, beaten down, put in the worst kind of economic and physically despairing situations, yet he showed an amazing amount of grit.  We can learn from Paul’s grit (not grits- mind you).  I also think Paul was a person who grew a lot, and sought to grow.  He had (in Beth Moore’s term) a “Pried open mind.”  Today, with so many so closed minded, there is a need to listen and to grow. 
I. PAUL WAS A SINNER IN NEED OF GRACE
                It is important to see the transformation of Paul.  Paul’s conversion was sudden, but it also was for the long haul.  Paul considered himself the “chief of sinners”  ( I Tim. 1:15).  Why did this person who was the chief of missionaries and theologians also consider himself the chief of sinners?  He persecuted the church and took part in the killing of Christians before his conversion.  He was a leader of those who went from house to house to arrest Christians.  He held the coats and gave his approval to the killing of one of the deacons, Stephen.  It was this martyrdom that led to the beginning of persecution that scattered the Christians around the world.  Now Paul, before he started arresting and taking part in the killing of Christians, was a good man.  He was a legalistically, secularly, and religiously a good man.   He obeyed the law down to the letter.  He tried very, very hard to do what was required of him.  He no doubt gave to the poor.  He no doubt did religious things like read the Bible, go to worship, pray.  But he was never quite good enough.  He thought he was being good when he was doing wrong things- like murdering Stephen.   He was trying really hard to earn his way to heaven, and he knew he wasn’t getting there.  There are all kinds of people trying to earn their way to heaven today- just like Paul did.  There are people who think if they do all the right Christian things- read the Bible, pray, go to church, help out a neighbor, don’t cheat on the family or the government- that  they will earn God’s favor even to the point of heaven itself.  Paul thought like that.  But he was wrong.
                There are others who think if they help the poor, recycle, take care of their carbon footprint, seek peace within themselves that they will somehow achieve ultimate peace and heaven.  But they are wrong- you can never be good enough.  There is always one more thing you can do.
                It is very important that we be kind, good, considerate, generous people.  But we should recognize the limitations of our efforts.  You can never be good enough.  We need more than our ability.  We need God’s power, God’s grace, God’s help in our lives.
                Paul was converted on the way to do something evil that he thought was good- arrest more Christians.  He was made blind in order that he could see.  He was made blind in order to help those gentiles in darkness begin to see the light.                
                Listening to the debates and to the news about the economy I believe the quote by Leo Tolstoy who said, “Everybody wants to change humanity, but no one wants to change himself.”  The way to change greed in America does not begin, I think on Wall Street or even Main Street.  It begins on your street at your address.  The old song says, “Let peace begin on earth and let it begin with me.”  We could say, Let excessive spending stop on earth and let it begin with me.”  Let there be no doubt about it- overspending and greed are not just physical problems- they are spiritual problems.  If God can change Paul, God can change us.   In the past Christians have listened to the scripture about restraint- restraint in terms of excessive spending in order to help the needy; restraint in terms of selfish use of time instead of using time for the glory of God- who gives us time; the old Christian motto was to live simply that others might live.  Paul began his life as a wealthy man- part of his conversion was to give up his power and wealth to help others.
II. PAUL WAS A PERSECUTED MAN IN NEED OF GRIT
                In our day, we need to recognize Paul’s ideas about suffering, grace, and help didn’t come in a vacuum.  Paul experienced tremendous suffering, and was able to endure it by God’s grace and help. 
                Maybe you feel that you are not popular enough.  Have you ever been run out of town?  Paul was.  In fact it happened time after time.  They tried to stone him in Thessalonika.  He was doing great Christian work in Damascus so they had to let him down over the wall at night in a basket to escape the soldiers.  He was almost torn apart in Jerusalem for going to worship.  Maybe you feel your life is the pits. But let me ask you, is it worse than Paul’s?  From the very beginning, Paul’s life by worldly standards was horrible. 
                He describes his ministry in II Corinthians 11 as this- he was imprisoned many times, he was beaten so many times he couldn’t count; he was often in danger of death; five times he had received the 39 lashes; he was beaten with rods three times; he was shipwrecked; robbed.  He has been sleepless many a night. He was left hungry, thirsty, and cold.  But then he says that if he has to boast he won’t boast in his grit- he boasts in his weakness.  He says that when he was weak God’s grace was strong.   When we have no hope in our own powers, and we turn to God- we see Him work.   I think this is especially true of today.  If our hope is on our own ability to bail ourselves out, then our hope is little.  I would ask that we not be ashamed to pray, and that our elected officials not be ashamed to call out for God’s help publicly and privately.  God’s grace, God’s help is there for us.
                Paul was able to say that nothing can separate us from God’s love- not powers, principalities, evil, sin, but we are more than conquerors because Christ has conquered for us.  How did Paul get such strength?  He got it from his faith.  Don’t we want give the strength to endure tough decisions, tough times to our children?  I remember going to Rome and standing in the coliseum- where hundreds of Christians were martyred. There is a cross there to commemorate them.  Thousands- similar to the football crowds of today- would come and watch them die.  Paul went to Rome- appealing to Caesar, facing the danger freely that ultimately would kill him.  I wondered if I would have his grit? 
                Paul knew of God’s strength, even in the very hard times.  We need to learn this again.  Paul said, I believe inspired by the Spirit, that God told him, “My grace is sufficient for you for my power is made perfect in weakness.”            
III. PAUL WAS A SMALL MAN IN NEED OF GROWTH
                He says he holds this treasure in jars of clay.  In other words, the treasure of the great news is held out by a humble man.  There is an early, second century description of Paul:  He was described as bold legged, bald headed, thick eye browed, and short.  Not pleasing to the eyes.  He had a problem stuttering.  Not pleasing to the ears.  He had a physical problem that he called a thorn in the flesh- he was not healthy. 
                Yet Paul was able to write some of the best passages in the English language (inspired by the Spirit)- Love is patient, love is kind…all things work together for good to those who love God…I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me; My God shall supply all your need. 
                Maybe you feel like you are a drop in the ocean. Maybe you have low expectations for yourself.  Don’t seek fame or fortune- but also don’t avoid that God might use you more than you realize. 
                At the Pan American Games, Greg Louganis was asked how he coped with the stress of international diving competition. He replied that he climbs to the board, takes a deep breath, and thinks, "Even if I blow this dive, my mother will still love me." Then he goes for excellence. At the beginning of each day, how good it would be for each of us to take a deep breath, say, "Even if I blow this, my heavenly Father  will still love me", and then, assured of grace, go into the day seeking a perfect 10!  Paul knew God loved him despite his sin, despite his persecution, and despite his looks or speech.  We need to know of that love again.
                Paul knew about God’s grace that forgave Him.  He knew about God’s grace to endure persecution.  He knew of God’s grace to grow.
Paul was a sinful, persecuted, small man whom God used to change the world in a big way.  My challenge to you is to not think that just because you feel burdened with your own failures, your own guilt;  do not think that just because you have run up against brick wall after brick wall;  do not think that because you maybe you aren’t as handsome, as beautiful, or as rich as you want to be that God cannot use you for His purposes.
                Paul once said, “Imitate me as I imitate Christ.”  That is good advice.  Let us learn from Paul’s grace, grit, and growth!  Amen.